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tu jo kahe chod du main yeh jahaan
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hey....dil main basi meri har ek saans
hai tere liye....
Tu jo kahe chod du main yeh jahaan
tere liye

Jannate sajaayi maine tere liye
chod di khudayi maine tere liye

Jannate sajaayi maine tere liye
chod di khudaayi.......

Zara paas tu aa mere....
tere liye aaa....
jhoomu diwana ban ke tere liye
vaada hai mera main hu tere liye
ho na kabhi tu juda...

Tere liye aaa.......
jhoomu diwana ban ke tere liye
vaada hai mera main hu tere liye
ho na kabhi tu judaa.....aa..

Vaadon kya karun
aate kahin dikhte nahi
dikhte hain sapne magar sapno main tu dikhta nahin

Khwaab sajaaye the tere liye
Jannate sajaayi thi tere liye
apne bhulaye maine tere liye
sab hai paraye....
ab mere liye......

Tere liye aaaa....
Jhoomu diwana ban ke tere liye
vaada hai mera
main hu tere liye
ho na kabhi tu judaa.....aa..

Tere liye aaa.....
jhoomu diwana ban ke tere liye
jannate sajayi.....tere liye
ho na kabhi tu judaa......aa..
zara paas tu aaa....mere!!

i love you so so so so so so so so so much.. <3
*hugs*
p.s. i want you to sing this song for me ;)

from WAS to IS :p

It's been really long that i updated my blog and same goes for you also.. Mr. boring ;)
Time for real maska.. hehehe
Lets recall old good times, as in when did i realized that im in love.. so here it goes..


How did i came to know that im in love
is it the crazy things/talks you do
is it the fact that my heart skips a beat
everytime that i think of you
Is it the fact that I can't sleep at night
when your image is in my head
Or is it the fact that I can't stop smiling
after every word that you've said
Is it the need to hold you in my arms
and keep you there forever
Or is it the fact that I wrote you a poem
and sent it to you as a mail.
Or is it just being here without you
that makes me feel so alone
Is is this hunger deep inside
that longs for your kiss
I am so happy that I'm in love
for there are so many things I would miss.
You are the first thing I think of.

Now coming to the present:

You are the first thing I think of
Each morning when I get up
You are the last thing I think of
When I close my eyes.
You have touched my heart and soul
Which you have from the start
Your warm soft words
Will never leave my heart. <3

for my LOVE

You and me
Were and are meant to be;
In my dreams, and in my heart
We have something that can't be torn apart;
Dreaming of you, makes my night worth while
Thinking of you, makes me constantly smile;

Something tells me that you are the one
Whenever I'm with you, we have so much fun;
Having you is the best thing ever
Having you is what i want forever;
Til the end of my life and time
You will be mine;
I love you baby, you are one of a kind
Because you are always on my mind.

sorry!

I did not intend to hurt you
The way, I realize now, I did.
Your love means the world to me
And it always will.
I will do whatever it takes
To prove the same to you.
Ever since I met you
And your love enveloped my heart
I knew for sure that
A new chapter in my life would begin from the start.
Forgive me for the hurt I have brought.
I have tried making it up to you through each little chance I got.
You have my love for now and forever.
Just three words, eight letters, but so tough to say.
The words seem to get stuck inside me, somewhere tucked away.
But this is too vital to let them have their way.
I should try to say it now, I must today.
I am sorry.
I am sorry for being too emotional
I am sorry for being mean
I am sorry that I cry for you
I am sorry coz I can't imagine my live without you
I am sorry for my self-centered love
I am sorry I cared not enough
But trust me when I say that I love you
Should I say sorry for that too?
Sorry for each time I have hurt you
Sorry incase you do not like anything I say or do
Sorry for the times I have put up a fight
Sorry I don't understand why I just can't do a thing right
Sorry if I am sometimes so complicated
Sorry for making you feel frustrated
Sorry I am unable to fight back the tears
Sorry for times I kept you away from peers.

one more thing apart from saying sorry i.e. I LOVE YOU SEETHEART!!
muaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

nickname

Some cute nickname for my boyfriend cum hubby
1) My honey bear
2) My life, world, soul mate, Beloved
3) My K1nG, prince charming
4) My super stud, hunk
5) My hot chocolate, hot stuff
6) My big guy
7) My superstar, superhero
8) My sexy, handsome
9) My ace, guide, teacher, well-wisher <>

See 9 names for sweetu....
I LOVE YOU!!

P.S. please don't remain upset because of anything.. keep smiling my baby.. :-)
Pankajjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjj

ANOTHER SURPRISE

After making you feel bad, and spoiling every thing I don't think I have got any right to do anything for you. But i just feel like doing it so doing it without any expectation that you would do something like this for me or anything in return. But yeah I do expect one thing, I want you to be loving, caring which i think any other girl would want from her partner. Nothing more! Just pinning down whatever is coming onto my mind, I hope it comes out to be good. At least good enough to read ;). So here it goes:

Today its our anniversary and it seems just like yesterday
When i said "I Love you" but you dint and when you said it was just MAGICAL!
I thank god for sending you as my lover, partner, spouse , friend
Our relationship is maturing and growing in spite of bend and curves in road.
When i think about our life together and how we or rather I have been blessed
I thank god for you, as I always consider YOU the VERY BEST!
Sometimes I wonder how god knew that you are perfectly fit for me,
I will always thank god for my very best friend and lover throughout my life.
I have made a commitment to myself - only death can part us
And these words of mine still rings in my head and is buried inside my heart.

When I think of the day when you and me became WE
it brings a lot of sweet memories in my head like
the happiness and joy you have brought in my life
sweet memories; laughter and tears
and one thing which is in abundance i.e. LOVE.
With each coming anniversary I realize I am so lucky to have you.
And as time goes, our love grows stronger.
You are the most lovely person I know.
I love these monthly anniversaries because every time
I tend to fall in love with you again.

Through sunshine and laughter
And seasons of growing
For two months, Our relationship keeps going.
Through passing time, our love is growing,
Our life together gets better and better,
And I keep on loving you more and more.
Our anniversary means a lot to me,
much more than any another day;
I celebrate my love for you,
and cherish YOU in every way.

I rejoice with you.
We kept the affirmation
"To love and to cherish"
Now comes the celebration time.
Here is a toast for both of us
who kept our relationship/love shining.
You were the one and only one for me;
I'd and will never have to look for love again.
The only place I want to be is anywhere which is YOU or close to you;
There’s security and peace in your embrace.
I know that I can cope with what life brings, as long as I know you are there with me.

I LOVE YOU!!

I don't think I can write anything more. I just wrote my heart out. Although there is a lot more but I am unable to express it. I wish I could :(

......

You want everything to be perfect and you find imperfection in this particular picture. But I love everything you do for me. Apart for this I love this picture for two more reasons which are:

1) This picture represents our togetherness since it reflects yours as well as my picture. It shows we are together and we both reflect each other. We both are a significant part of each other.

2) Plus your love for black and white color and gradually becoming my favorite too.

PS: I thought my blog background to be black and white only but then love, romance, intimacy was my theme so kept it pink. :)


So, I love you and I know that I love you and lately I couldn't tell you that I love you. Sounds strange?? Yet it is the simplest reason, the most elegant explanation, and the most definitive proof in my head that I love you. Of course, there are other things too: I feel complete when you are with me, I feel happy when you smile, I feel alive when you laugh. You inspire me and make me want to be the best person I can be. I love your honesty and your spirit. I love your clarity of judgement. I have missed you every moment of last two days which we dint spend it that wisely and have thought about you all the time.

I LOVE YOU!!

:| :| :|

I don't know why I'm so upset or not in my best mood. I wanted to do a lot but I am not able to. And I don't blame anyone for this.. it's somewhere me only..
I'm sorry.
I wish i could do something, even little.. But I'm just not myself and even if I'll do I don't think it would convey even 5% of my feelings..
I am just too low.. And one request..
I know you would be upset or feel a bit low after reading all these but PLEASE DON'T BE!!
I would be very happy if you acknowledge this request of mine :)
You are very tired today so don't stress yourself.. sleep early..
I would also try to sleep or else i would do something to keep myself busy. okay :)

ROMANTIC

Everytime I look at your pictures, I fall in love again. I know that I've only known you for less than a tenth of my life, but I feel like I've known you since the dawn of time.

I'm never tired of looking at your pictures, reading the messages that you've written to me, lyrics of the song you forwarded to me. All of these things keep me so happy and feeling so blessed that I have truly found the one person that I want to spend my life with. You are the only person on earth that has ever been able to calm me down when I am in worst of my mood and handle my moodswings. Talking to you makes my day great and worth it. I don't know what will I do when you'll go out for some work or for any trip. I'll go mad without you. when we are not able to meet for 1-2 days I actually go crazy, feel so helpless at times. I love you like mad baby. Love you truly, madly, deeply. :)

My dearest, what moments of complete happiness I experienced with you, never have I had such feelings as I had this evening with you, it was like being in a total different world, a world of beauty, which I could only have with you. Whenever you feel lonely in my absence, please think upon these poems and letters i wrote ONLY FOR YOU , and I hope it will produce in your heart those emotions that overwhelmed us both.

I LOVE YOU!!

a special song dedicated to YOU!!

Like a dream you can't explain love can chase a beating of your heart
Like the sunshining in the rain love can make your whole world fall apart

All i wanted now
I just wanna spend my life with you
Time will show me how
Suddenly everything has turned me inside out
Suddenly love is the thing that I can't live without

You are my dream my love my life
I just wanna spend my life with you
You are the one that makes me smile
I just wanna spend my life with you

God I love somehow... I just wanna spend my life with you
You can show me how

Suddenly everything has turned me inside out
Suddenly love is the thing that i can't live without

You are my dream my love my life
I just wanna spend my life with you
You are the one that makes me smile
I just wanna spend my life with you

What have you done to me?
Is this how its meant to be
Can't control this feeling in my heart
I can see better days glowing inside your eyes
And I know you feel it in your heart

All I wanted now
I just wanna spend my life with you
Time will show me how
Suddenly everything has turned me inside out
Suddenly loves the thing that i can't live without

You are my dream my love my life
I just wanna spend my life with you
You are the one that makes me smile
I just wanna spend my life with you

Love is a crazy thing
Its like when you wanna sing
And the words are deep inside your soul
When somebody comes along together you sing a song
You just let the music take control

And i wanted now
i just wanna spend my life with you
Time will show me how
Suddenly everything has turned me inside out
turned me inside out
Suddenly loves the thing that i can't live without

You are my dream my love my life
I just wanna spend my life with you
You are the one that makes me smile
I just wanna spend my life with you

sorry!!

Following are the pictures which you edited for me and i forgot BY MISTAKE

I'm really sorry that i forgot you edited my pics more number of times than what i thought.. and its not like this that i don't like your editing.. you are anyday better than me in all these things.. So baby chill.. just remember 4 words:

YOU ARE THE BEST!!

love you mere kaminey..
loads of kisses and hugs
from:
pankaj's hottie

SURPRISE 3

Khurana ji,
Though you have not been with me just for the last two days, it seems like a whole year! I keep thinking about our first meeting, first lunch, first hug, etc etc. I am really missing the time with you. Every time, I think about you while I sleep, get up, while I work etc and our cherished times together keeps coming to my mind in the calm night. I really feel the pain when I am excited to tell you something and I do not find you around me. You are the lucky charm who has made my life even more fruitful and given me a purpose to live. I look forward to being together again with you very soon where we can hold our hands and spend a quiet time.

LOVE YOU!!
mwaahhhhhhhhh

SURPRISE 2

Friday, 16th April 2010, we would be celebrating 2 months of our closeness and togetherness. Do you know, in these two months, when was i most happy?
I was happiest when you said inspite of being into so many relationships in your past you never regarded anyone else's dad as your own FATHER but you regarded my family as OUR FAMILY. you dont know you gave me the biggest gift you can ever give. forget diamond ring, teddy bears, all expensive things. having you and such feelings for me and my closed ones is my biggest treasure. i promise you i wont let you down in future. I'll never ever let our mumma's cry because of us. though i dont share any blood relation with your mom but whatever you told me about her i find my mom in her and i;m sure she would prove to be best mother-in-law in the world.

although its very simple what i have done but feeling matters.. isnt it?? ;)

SURPRISE 1

It might not be a surprise because i keep writing something so you might not regard it as special as you regarded it for the very first time. But still there is something which always inspires me to write for you. for you i can write pages and still feel that i haven't expressed my bit. you used to tell me and still say it at times that i have done some black magic on you because you never came close to anyone in such a short time like we did. but now our feeling is mutual. i don't know what is so magical and irresistible about you. who imagined the folks who never talked in their school times can becomes best of friends and then fall into amazing thing called LOVE and aspire to see a great future in coming years. WHATEVER IT IS, cheers to our TOGETHERNESS :)

I'm so grateful to have you in my life. all thanks go to social networking site, Facebook then to Graham's invention Phone which brought US more close. you remember i used to say that i wish i could change your past but internally i used to feel guilty; because even i had a past and you accepted me without putting me into questions. Well, nothing can be done without it and neither i want to spoil my present and future because of past. someone rightly said "We should not be past possessive, instead we should be future focused". this was said by someone but now something original: "I fucking don't care how many lips u have kissed, how many shoulders u have embraced & how many times u have said, I Love U! But all I care is not be the first but to be your last women in your life!
So lets just forget the past and better dream about our future. Imagine our own small world where there is mumma, my hubby , me, our super cute kids, OUR sweet nephews and nieces like Trisha, Riya, Harshit, Moulik followed by Tarun bhaiya, Bittu Bhaiya, Anju bhabhi, Richa bhabhi. HAPPY FAMILY!!

Just thinking only drives me crazy, when this things will happen in actual i would be happy like i never was. this feeling is just WOW!! We would no longer have any tension that world is seeing us, time limits. We would be cuddling together, getting naughty. surely this would be the best time of my life and I'm desperately waiting for it. :)

I LOVE YOU!!

dedicated to YOU

My pankaj ji,
Well this is my 1st post and its kind of surprise for you. since 16th is nearby and i just wanted to do something special so just came up with this.
I never did such type of thing for anyone.. And i don't know what provoked me to do this; probably its our love which inspired me to do something which is of your interest too. Since this is my first time, I mean creating blogs and stuff so i really don't know I'm on the right track or not. I just hope you like it and my efforts doesn't go in vain. waise toh i know, even if you dont like it much still you would love it

Love you jaanu
All yours:
Pankaj's rotu aka Pankaj's jhalli