SURPRISE 1

It might not be a surprise because i keep writing something so you might not regard it as special as you regarded it for the very first time. But still there is something which always inspires me to write for you. for you i can write pages and still feel that i haven't expressed my bit. you used to tell me and still say it at times that i have done some black magic on you because you never came close to anyone in such a short time like we did. but now our feeling is mutual. i don't know what is so magical and irresistible about you. who imagined the folks who never talked in their school times can becomes best of friends and then fall into amazing thing called LOVE and aspire to see a great future in coming years. WHATEVER IT IS, cheers to our TOGETHERNESS :)

I'm so grateful to have you in my life. all thanks go to social networking site, Facebook then to Graham's invention Phone which brought US more close. you remember i used to say that i wish i could change your past but internally i used to feel guilty; because even i had a past and you accepted me without putting me into questions. Well, nothing can be done without it and neither i want to spoil my present and future because of past. someone rightly said "We should not be past possessive, instead we should be future focused". this was said by someone but now something original: "I fucking don't care how many lips u have kissed, how many shoulders u have embraced & how many times u have said, I Love U! But all I care is not be the first but to be your last women in your life!
So lets just forget the past and better dream about our future. Imagine our own small world where there is mumma, my hubby , me, our super cute kids, OUR sweet nephews and nieces like Trisha, Riya, Harshit, Moulik followed by Tarun bhaiya, Bittu Bhaiya, Anju bhabhi, Richa bhabhi. HAPPY FAMILY!!

Just thinking only drives me crazy, when this things will happen in actual i would be happy like i never was. this feeling is just WOW!! We would no longer have any tension that world is seeing us, time limits. We would be cuddling together, getting naughty. surely this would be the best time of my life and I'm desperately waiting for it. :)

I LOVE YOU!!